loneliness It is a wonder how, even when surrounded by people, the human brain is convinced it is alone, and the human heart feels nothing is more certain than its loneliness. ~ written October 12, 2026
next time, find this place Next time, sit somewhere no one will find you. A place where the loudest sound is nature, not ninety numbskulls nipping silence in the bud. A place where you can see the sky and the ground. A place where the brain can think and the heart can feel and the eyes can cry their many tears all without judgement or the attention of something that would care about the humanity of it. I could spin the story to make me feel better, but the truth is that nobody has hugged me all day and it hurts much more than I let on. I am fading away piece by piece, and nobody sees it as something worth noticing-- nobody cares. ~ written October 12, 2026
telepathy what is reading if not two minds meeting , a story being told without mouths or bodies moving, merely words being given and made anew by a new mind?
books are not just words pressed into ink being blotted on a page.
books are bridges built not to be burned, but crossed. to bless brains with beautiful imagery and a magic held in the fingertips not as a tool, but as a gift.
this is a magic that if unknowingly wielded could spell disaster. to take care with words is to take care with a magic with which we’ve been blessed. a magic made not by talent or natural adeptness, but by mindful care.
if you do not take these words lightly, let this telepathy take place.
clockmaker If there is, in this harsh and brutal life, any semblance of care from any artful clockmaker wound high in the skies trapped between stars, then mark me not as a nonbeliever, but as a person looking to have the delicate hands of time move to make masterpieces of kindness rather than cruelty out of my life. Make not tears fall like glass from the sky; make not jagged, cutting steel out of the soft rays of moonlight. Give me not wounds worth salting, but a soul made safe to bare. O Clockmaker, if you are capable of working the world you welded together and carefully constructed, hear my pleas and apply them.
You, who have all the passion for life that I have not? You, who can love and hate with a violence impossible to me? Why you are as elemental as fire and wind and wild things... — Gone With the Wind