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@fireeyes thank you so much

the sun is broken but im still out here hand outstretched like a plant seeking another angle twisting myself towards a stray beam of light that i may never reach ...

@alliyah thank you so much c: wax running down the slopes of your wrists like golden blood, ichor, wine of the gods your palms are scalded and folded inwards upwards ...

napo day 4 'its a late night' hi i want to die refer me to a help line i cry you ask me why i say my minds not right ...

napo day 4 'social suicide' my emotions kiss me and they feel like a torrential ocean with waves so big they become a tsunami not sweeping me along at the ...

napo day 4 'the void you made' deep in my chest you are laughing happy as i open teary eyes you are somewhere over my shoulder and under my fingernails ...

napo day 3 'oreo, if this is your last' you remind me of why i could never be a father when the pain seems hopeless i look away apathy i ...

napo day 2 "thorns in my fingers" you taught me this everything has a cycle don't cry over dead things chickens, more important than people tie plants to stilts with ...

the sun in my hand a weight dragging me down into the grave i wanted to bear its grace even as its seeping away my health a spell i cast ...

napo day 1 "guard dog" was it already in my bones this corruption of which you speak that positions me under your ladder in your societal view less than a ...

yellow ochre sunswirl reflection skin soft with lights deflection warm and tan blue eyes dilation teeth like pearls bared in amazement a mirror of everything you love so brazen you ...

@euphory thank you so much!

i am septic blood in a womb not enough of a problem to remove until i might stand a chance of killing the fetus thats already dead and i've already ...

my mother tried to hold me underwater until the bubbles stopped when i was five maybe thats why i'm obsessed with drowning your silken hair looks like the perfect riverbed ...

thank you @euphory im having so much fun doing the drawings alongside the poems !!