I don't have much to say anymore. I guess it can only go uphill. I've changed, I hope. Stripped clean of all mistakes, seeking new objectives, things start to morph. Your goals from before seem so obtainable, while the new ones seem impossible. I'm clay in God's hands. tobyMac's words "I don't want to gain the whole world and lose my soul," have never rang so true before. I'm Hales and I'm new, that's really the only thing i know.