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means of a end #175 04/30/25 i. so, this is where i will end up when i die. typing away, saying the same things over and over. i inecessently complain ...

#36. that. YES. sooo much that. you really get it. spring IS autumn in different clothing.

externalization #169 04/29/25 i once knew a man who lived each day the same, he never changed a thing. when they told me he died-- i couldn't cry. all i ...

sustain #167 04/28/25 lingering-- i stay for you. maintaining the present. & #168 04/28/25 & return to you & relive the memory.

pictograph #166 04/28/25 island [i am desolate & barren] //////wave sea ocean wave////

on anthills and teapots #165 04/28/25 when i first met her, she was meek and i told her -- "i do not see why our parents expect us to be ...

lover's grip #164 04/28/25 i. what if i told you that when i said i loved you, it was a lie-- that i never met your family on purpose. premitions ...

# #163 04/27/25 return 2 you. 1 struggles to 3member the pain 4evr. it will sprout like bees make 5s and i will be 6 of it all.

grasp #152 04/27/25 i feel her hands around my throat. crawling up my skin and cherishing the warmth like some parasite. i let her take advantage of the tide, i ...

 mortality  #151  04/26/25 written the 26th, posted like 15 minutes later due to prior engagements what is the purpose of living + being born if we are meant to die ...

machinatory #138 04/25/25 everything will dissipate into sameness-- what once was shining gold will become analagous with perpetual, corroded rust. i will let the machinery stagnate and one day instea

taking taking taking #121 04/24/25 i feel her hands(rot) feel the space between us, she is trying to reach out to me. i shudder and try to inch away from ...

beginning of some joke #117 04/23/25 maybe i was never meant to change principle of life #118 04/23/25 i will become something beautiful in my next life. i will reincarnate ...

mine mine mine #112 04/23/25 one of the seven deadly sins is greed but i want to keep what is mine mine forever. i cannot stand the impermanant. murdered-never-mystified #113 ...

theatrics #111 04/23/25 i. sometimes i read my life as some sort of fictive-realism piece where (i) the main character will lose something and then wish for a blessing from ...