Johnny opened his eyes at the sound of Ana's voice. He thought for a moment. What would happen if he went home? He didn't want to be dead... not Dally either. But-- what would happen if he stayed? If staying meant being alive with Dally and Ana then he would do it. He sighed, wishing things would just go back to the way they were.
“Erm..the time I spent in the physician’s tents during the war never taught me how to deal with anything like this..” Alexander mused. “I just hope none of them vomits.” He grimaced.
You must never give into despair. Allow yourself to slip down that road, and you surrender to your lowest instincts. In the darkest times, hope is something you give yourself. That is the meaning of inner strength. — Uncle Iroh