Caralina leaned against him more. "Oh." She sighed softly. She didn't want to look at him afraid of what she might see. "D-D-do you still c-care for her?"
Caralina let him kiss her, "Why did she come back?" She asked, she wanted to make sure she had no grasp on Ryan, make sure his heart didn't want her in the least way.
I sighed. "No clue. probably to get what she couldn't have before. Carolina, when I told you I was a virgin before you, I meant it. I never slept with Carman. EVER. She was always upset that I had refused her. she was probably hoping I'd give in and say yes."
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I laughed and went harder, nipping at her front at the same time. I was just wanting to please her with everything in me.
I looked at her worridly. "I want you to think about something for me. Okay?"
she nodded.
"Carmen has tried over and over again to get me to have sex with her, even standing in front of me naked and throwing herself at me. I denied her everytime. then you came along. I gave myself willing. why? Because you love me and I love you. nothing is going to change that. and I will always be yours. Okay?"
Caralina bit her lip and nodded. She smiled softly up at him and kissed him. Then jumped up and walked back to the door looking out the window. Carmen was pacing in the parking lot on the phone. She closed the shutters and ran a hand through her hair.
"You okay?" I asked, looking at her. "Please don't give Camern another thought, okay? She doesn't deserve you being jealous over her. She's not worth it. I promise." I smiled.
As a former (and rather excellent) liar herself, Aru knew that, sometimes, speaking the truth felt like wrenching a thorn out of your side. But doing the opposite meant pretending it wasn't there. And that made every single step ache. It was no way to live. — Roshani Chokshi, Aru Shah and the Nectar of Immortality