"Sometimes I feel like I don't exist," I finally say, "I mean, It's like...In my family, they always use me. Sometimes I don't want to exist. It just makes life easier on me," I say in a quiet voice, my eyes still closed.
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
"Everyone has that feeling, one day or the next," I say, "But if you didn't exist, this life wouldn't be the way it is. Two more wouldn't have started inside you, and I'm sure I wouldn't be where I am today, if at all."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I nod, setting my hands atop my stomach, "But I'm tired of being used. Every guy at school I've dated, ending up using me. To either be more popular, or for...another thing. I dont just want to be another pretty face. It annoys me. I just want to run off and hide sometimes, you know?" I sigh.
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I flash a smile and open one eye to look at him, "Thanks," I say. I think for a minute. "I need to show you something. It's where I go when I need to get away. Besides here," I say, standing, "It's really cool."
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I nod and smile, taking his hand leading him off. We climb over the rocks, getting to a pathway with flowers and greens. A stream from the lake leads into the woods and to a tavern sort of thing, a mini waterfall inside it. I step inside and take a deep breath, sliding my hands in my pocket, "Here it is."
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I wonder if people felt the freedom in our culture to love louder, if they'd be quicker to say "I miss you" when the absence of someone is felt instead of just thinking it. — soundofmind