"I'm tired of what's going on," I finally say, "I would quit my job but I already signed a contract. I don't know if I can take it anymore. I need a break from all the drama. You ignoring me and pretending like I don't exist isn't helping. I'm moving in with my sister for a couple days. Just to figure things out. Too much pressure," I tell him, crossing my arms.
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I change and come back out, straightenIng my hair when I do.
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I look at her and swallow, "Ray...I'm not ignoring you. I just... God, I wish you would have asked me how I felt about you taking a job like that first. I-It came out of nowhere and I just..."
I shake my head and look up at the ceiling.
"You're selling yourself," I continue, "You might not see it that way, but that's how I view it."
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I smile at her and run a hand through my hair to straighten it out.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I shake my head and just walk uptairs to our room to pack up my stuff, "I'm not," I reply, "But I'm leaving for a while. I'll see you later," I throw my bag on the bed, "I just think it's better for both of us if we don't have to worry about eachother for a couple days. Worry about ourselves." ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, Jackie
I watch him and finish, remembering what Rayah was thinking of doing. Still worried about her desicion, I sigh and turn to Nic, "Has...Jace spoke to you lately?"
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I swallow, shaking my head and walking back downstairs. What do you think a marriage is? We're supposed to worry about each other. That's how it is. I lock myself in the office again and fist my hair, closing my eyes as I pace.
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"No...why?" I ask, looking at her, "Well... at work, but nothing personal."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I sigh, thinking, "Lo, you haven't seen Becca yet have you?" I look at him. He giggles and shrugs. I pick him up, Riley looking at me and reaching up. I sigh, "We'll come switch out tommarow, sweetheart."
She nods, running off to find Jace and I shift Logan in my arms, grabbing my suicase and walking outside to the car.
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I don't sit just yet, "Relationship problems. Rayah wants to move out for a couple days, to figure things out. It's gotten that bad."
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I hear Rayah leave, Riley still around. My little girl calls for me and I wipe my eyes, taking a deep breath before unlocking the door and letting her in. She crawls on my lap and hugs me.
"You'll see Mommy and Lo soon, buddy," I whisper. You will. Not so sure about me.
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I shake my head, running a hair through my hair. Sh*t...if she moved out for a little...
"Is this lunch a good idea then?" I ask, "If they're not getting along..."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I'll admit the two turtle doves are growing on me, but there are ten birds in this house already and we both know geese are feathered bioweapons of mass destruction. — Silvern