(According to my wish if I wished I had died I would have wished for something else and thus I would have lived - You should have said 'you wished to live' and then I'd have died)
Granted, that was improper English and according to your own Ultimate Proper World plan you are executed.
For I who am poor have only my dreams I spread my dreams under your feet . . .
. . . tread softly for you tread on my dreams.
We are masters of our silences, and slaves of our words
“I am not worried, Harry," said Dumbledore, his voice a little stronger despite the freezing water. "I am with you.” — Albus Dumbledore, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince